On a positive note I was left a really nice comment on my last post today. People leaving comments saying that this blog has helped means a lot as that is the main reason for me doing it. Thank you to anyone who has left a comment and indeed to anyone in the future who leaves one.
I was prescribed verapamil ointment which I rub on my lump twice a day, have only been on it for a week now but have high hopes this helps as the other options in America are lacking. It seems straight up radiation treatment isn't even offered in the US, only after post-surgery. Anywho I will be watching and hoping for good news on your progress"